When you described Romeo Brass to me a year ago, you described
it as a portmanteau movie about the different people who live in this
room. Where did it change?
"It all changed in rehearsals. It was really funny because
what started off being an auto-biography just became biographical, but
not a true representation of what had happened. I'm not one to tie things
down. Unless I think it's absolutely paramount, I just go with whatever
happens with the actors. I do that quite a bit. I'll talk about an idea
and it starts off being a cookery show and then ends up being a f*ucking
Taiwanese sado-masochist piece (he is referring to the film 'Lies' that
is appearing in the London Film Festival at the time of our interview).
I was going to bring it down to the LFF, but I thought him having a
print of his here, I'd leave mine at home. Sado-masochist hamsters,
Bertie and Bert."
How autobiographical is this then?
"It's completely about me and Fraser (Paul Fraser, his co-writer),
but at the same time it's completely about childhood. I think it's that
kind of mix, really. From a filmmaking point of view, I think a lot
of people will notice there's less obvious camera movements and poetry
with the camera this time. There are moments in the bedroom, but there
is a lot more handheld. I tried to make it feel as natural and as timeless
as possible.
"The key thing really was that I realised, much later in life,
what my and Fraser's friendship meant to me. After leaving him in a
bedroom, you know, I went off, hung around with kids much older than
me, and was stripped of quite a lot of my childhood. Things that I should
have been discovering at a much slower rate, were f*cking injected in
my arm, almost. When I went back to Fraser, I was envious of him. The
things that he would say and the simplistic way that he'd come out with
them, I wasn't there anymore. That hurt. It really f*cking hurt."
Tell me about this amazingly funny and scary character, Morrell.
"We never, ever needed to know anything about Morrell, because
that's how you see people when you're a kid. Certain key pieces of information
were left out on purpose so that when Morrell changes from being this
jolly, almost Norman Wisdom-style character at the beginning, you have
the same lack of information as the children. You also then go, ‘Hold
on a minute, where the f*ck is this guy from? I mean, who is this guy?'
The penny doesn't really drop for Romeo until he goes round and Morrell
turns on him. But at the same time, Morrell rather redeems himself for
me somehow. I don't know how that happens, but I think you end up liking
the first part so much with him, that when he's sat on the bed, by himself,
after Ladine's gone, you actually feel really, really sorry for him."
Morrell is dangerous but he is also a victim of sorts, because
of his relationship with his father.
"Exactly. And I'm glad that people really go with that because
there are chances being taken. TwentyFourseven, you know, at the end
of it, especially when we went abroad, people were clapping at the f*cking
end. I would sit there and think, 'What the f*ck are you laughing at?'
They completely missed the point. You'd just think, 'God almighty'.
With this one, though, you really don't get that. At the end, when he
gets the Dad and swings that hammer round and stands over him and tells
him to get down on his knees, at that point it really does seem that
people are holding their breath a lot more. Obviously Joseph then turns
up and cleans up the situation. But I think from Paddy's performance
point of view, his presence grew and grew and grew in the rehearsal,
and I realised that his importance, he was going to be the catalyst
for the film."
You mentioned earlier that Fraser still had a sort of innocence
that you had lost. Was there an element of wish-fulfilment with this
film, a sense of going back and recovering something that you lost early
on?
"Completely. The thing is with me I did manage to rekindle it but
not quite as easily as Romeo. If you make a film completely as events
happened, they become boring. We've all seen too many of those 'This
is how it was and this is my vision' things. But yeah, I think so. I
think that Romeo basically gets to the stage where it's almost a jolt.
He gets a f*cking electric shock. You can't amble through friendships
like that. He's just realised for the first time that you can't f*cking
tread on everybody. And he was the dominant force in that relationship.
You must realise that this guy's Dad's probably been leaving him and
messing him about for the most part of his life, so he's replaced that
with an arrogance and a dominance and Knock Knocks has always needed
him. But that operation, like Fraser's operation, once it's over and
they've got a state of independence, Fraser would live without me and
Knock Knocks has to live without Romeo and it's Romeo that needs to
put his hand out and ask to be forgiven. I think that that's such a
sweet moment, and I think that is such an adult moment. It's almost
like they meet in the middle."
Looking back, was there a defining point where you can see
you lost your innocence, and then how did you get the mindset where
you were able to rekindle it?
"I think for me it was like hero-worshipping. I dragged myself
out of it, I didn't ... I think, as a kid, it's a real common experience
of never wanting to be the age that you are because you have all these
restrictions. Once those restrictions are lifted, you can just jump
on a plane, you can go in a casino ... you know, you can f*cking ruin
yourself. Then you spend the rest of your life wanting to be back where
you were. I think that, from my own point of view, I was always like
hero-worshipping. I looked up to the older lads round my area, and that
was like part of life where I was from. You know, you really did look
up to the older kids.
"I suppose I always had a way with me that made them like having
me around. I was like the little mascot, if you like. So when Fraser
was in bed, I'd start jumping on a bus with them and bang off forty
miles, go to the seaside for the weekend. I kind of had an older head
on my shoulders and so they kind of didn't mind having me around. But
what I didn't really realise at the time was that they're having different
styles of conversation; they're not talking about the new Action Man
figure, they're talking about women. I had tattoos done in a shop when
I was eleven. I sat in a f*cking shop when I was eleven with a fake
note that one of them had done from me Dad. Just shit like that."
What are they of?
"That one's just like a simple one with my name, and that one's
like the classic sort of bulldog face. They were the only ones that
I had done. But I had them done when I was eleven and twelve and I'd
go to school and there was like no other kids in the school with a proper
f*cking tattoo. The teacher went, 'Where did you have that done?' and
I thought, 'F*cking 'ell, they're going to ring me dad and grass me
up.' I just went, 'Blackpool, sir'. He says, 'It's a f*ckin' good job
that is, isn't it.' He wanted to know where it was because he fancied
one. It was dead mad.
"I was only an eleven-year-old kid, but because my dad was covered
in tattoos, and I idolised my dad something chronic, what could he say
to me? Obviously he wasn't happy, but at the same time my dad was level-headed
enough to know that he couldn't sort of sit there and smoke a fag and
then give me a real pasting if he caught me smoking one, because he
knew he was showing those things to me."
But was there a defining moment?
"The defining moment for me was when I saw a lad get beaten up,
and it had all kind of come about from me wanting to see a fight. I
convinced this guy that I was desperate to see it and all that and so
he beat this guy up. It was f*cking horrific. It was really bad. That's
where the scenes of violence and the harshness and the coldness and
the single f*cking single-shotness of the end of the film, where the
camera's just there and it's moving back and it's not on a steadicam
and straight and neat, comes from.
"That scene where the guy walks out of the shop and Morrell beats
him up, I'd in my own way experienced that. But I actually was responsible
for it because I wanted to see it. I kind of drove it. I thought it
was going to be kind of like you'd see in the films - throw him about
a bit, hit him in the tummy, hit him in the face, hooray, hooray it's
over. But seeing someone stamping on someone's face and feeling responsible
for that, I was handed a big bag of f*cking guilt emotions that I should
never have been given at that kind of age. The same as many kids whom
maybe when their parent’s split up, they take on so much responsibility
that it actually affects their childhood. Like kids who are trapped
between two parents and being used like a little f*cking tool. In my
own way I kind of took on too much. I wasn't ready for that, you know?
At twelve years old that is not the kind of thing you need to be seeing
or you need to feel you are responsible for. And so from that point
of view, I kind of realised that I was out of my depth.
"Getting out of that is a different story altogether, because
you're part of that community. When I was 14 or 15, I really went back
into it; I was doing the things that most 18 or 19 years olds were doing.
For me, though, the sad part really was this 11/12 year old stage. I
think most kids at 14 or 15 now are going to parties and drinking and
taking drugs, and I think all that is commonplace. I think at 11 years
old it's too much. But there are kids, in the town where I come from,
who are 11/12 years old, and I don't know whether they're on smack,
but I know they're doing E. Eleven years old, man, it's just f*cking
unbelievable. Smack and Crack! F*ckin' 'ell."
There was a piece in British Screen Finance recently that said
that very few first-time directors in between 1993 and 1995 had gone
on to make a second movie. Out of 100 there was only something like
18. How easy for you was it to get financing for this film, especially
as you were working with kids and unknowns.
"I think the critical success of TwentyFourseven meant the door
was open, really. I'm not finding it a problem at the moment. I think
critical success can really, really help. I don't think I realised the
power. When it didn't makes masses at the box office, I thought I could
struggle. But the overall critical opinion, you know the sort of thing,
Great White Hope and all that, there was a lot of doors open to me and
a lot of options. I chose to stay with one person and it all went through
really smoothly."
Last time we spoke I compared Darcy and Morrell and we agreed
to disagree. But you said at the time that what separates people is
their drives. I wonder what drives you because I know that when you
started movies, you got into it to meet girls. One assumes that it's
changed since then.
"Of course. The absolute original start point, because I had never
made a film I didn't know what my capabilities were, so it was mainly
just down to chicks. I think - it's the strangest thing really and I
don't really understand it myself - if you spent a week living with
me you'd see that I'm f*cking appalling at every single thing patience-wise,
except filmmaking. The minute I start to make a film, I'm almost like
a completely different person. I don't know where it comes from, my
patience with actors, because I've got no patience with anybody. I'm
very impatient, very quick, always on the move. If I'm having a meal
I want to finish and pay the bill. I'm always like that. But when it
comes to filmmaking, I can sit for days and days and days and edit for
days to two or three in the morning.
"The only way I can describe it is that I care about people. And
because I care about people, and because I remember so much about people,
if there's been injustices and things like that done to people, it just
stays with me. It's a lot like that guy Robert Lindsay played (Wolfie
Smith) in 'Citizen Smith'. You know, 'Power to the People' and all of
that. I do like working with characters many people do not give a chance
to. Darcy was like that, an outsider, and Morrell's an outsider in the
same way."
Some commentators have tried to lump you, Lynne Ramsey, Tim
Roth and Gary Oldman into a new pack of British neo social realists.
Do you see yourself as part of a pack or working in a tradition?
"No, not really. The way that things have spurted and grown in
the industry in the last sort of two or three years, I'm definitely
a beneficiary of all of that. 10 years previous the world probably wouldn’t
have accepted me in the same way, or I probably wouldn't have had as
many opportunities, so I have probably landed at just the right time.
10 years ago I think I'd have been making television pieces. TwentyFourseven
would probably have been a screenplay and one kind of a job, you know
what I mean? So I think I'm part of that renaissance they were talking
about a couple of years ago. But no, I don't think so. I think those
four probably couldn't be further away from each other. Lynne, although
she is probably committed more visually than I am, is probably the only
one that I would associate myself with. I did think Nil by Mouth was
a fantastic movie though. I really liked the fact that it was so uncompromising."
Where do you think the realist tendency in British filmmaking
comes from?
"If you look at American telly and at American people when they
talking on f*cking shows, there's no humility. It's a film no matter
where they are or where they're talking. The President's in a movie:
when he talks it's got to have a beginning, middle and an end. The whole
thing is just one big f*cking farce. This country, because of our reserve,
we do, I think, like looking at the reality of ourselves and telling
stories about ourselves.
"America, I have actually begun to believe, canned laughter, that
whole thing, the only decent thing I've ever seen in the last five years
that I can remember is 'The Sopranos'. I thought that was fantastic
but even that was a sub-culture, it wasn't the American. I think all
the shows that have come out of America, the whole thing is just like
a movie culture and their movies reflect the fact that they don't want
to look at themselves in real terms. Some films do, but they don't have
a general appeal.
"Some people here make the Action-y style thing, but in general
we're looking at ourselves and people still seem to be interested in
it. It was there in the Ealing films, and then in the Sixties and Seventies
it was far more realistic with the kitchen sink style, and through the
Eighties it was your sub-cultures, like your Asian families in My Beautiful
Laundrette, all the sort of Scala and Palace films. Now, in the Nineties,
you have the fact that they can look good but they also feel real as
well. It's always a case of looking back on ourselves, and that's kind
of what I'm up to as well. I'm looking at myself and I'm looking at
the people around me.
"Whereas Americans work in genres a lot, I don't see myself doing
that. I can't classify TwentyFourseven. I can't classify Romeo Brass.
They are stories from the heart. I think you get a lot more people in
Britain who make that kind of work."
So where do you see yourself going?
"I'm going to continue to do it. I'm completely working on instinct.
I'm sure there's bound to be projects that people think aren’t
me or whatever, but I know for a fact that I certainly won't make anything
that isn't me at the time. I’m going to continue working as long
as I've got the drive. And the drive is that I can see imperfections
in both my first films. You keep wanting to do it again because you
want to get it absolutely perfect this time, and it's impossible.